Monday, August 30, 2010

the answer is in front of your face...

Dear guest,

I am sorry to report to you that this will not be a blog of adventure, happiness, or laughter...
No, this blog will take you to the darkness that lies with in a person who (for whatever reason) is only known by the name "unknown".
Unfortunately gender is also unknown, so we will assume that Unknown is a male.

Shortly after visiting with friends Unknown went to his mail box to finally read the mail that he so  desperately wanted to read. So he goes through the mail, only to find bills among bills, but while throwing the mail on his couch a letter fell on the floor. So going to pick it up he realizes that he has received a letter from an old friend , someone very dear to his heart, a person he loves more than anything else in the world!
Upon opening the letter a necklace drops out, its the necklace he gave to his friend as a birthday gift. looking confused and feeling lost he began to read...

Dear friend,


The pain I seem to have brought to peoples lives is unbearable now, I feel that i can no longer be helped or that I am worth anything to anyone. I am sorry for all the times that I have let you down and I wish that I could take all the heartache I have caused you away. For all the name calling, time getting wasted and kicking you out of your own house, doing an  excessive amount of heroin in your house, and most of all for not being there these past few years when we both needed a good friend to talk to. As I look at the paper with tears in my eyes I cant help wondering if I am doing the right thing. Do people really think of me as being such an asshole? I am actually wanted? Is my life worth anything? Believing in miracles was I use to be about, I remember playing basketball with you and just telling you how I am going to be a big rock star one day and how I will be so happy for help people once I got out of this waste land... Look at me now though, stuck at home with no one who gives a shit if walk up one morning or not. I wish I could have just admitted to all my mistakes to you earlier and never have lied to you. Forgive me my friend.
                                                     Sincerely,
                                                                      Adam


The room filled with silence, and Unknown became bitter and said nothing. That night he realized what he had done and now he was going to try to fix it, you see the letter was in two parts and this was part one of what Adam had to say to our dear friend...