We as people (emotional beings) live in a world full of hate for each other. There are many of us who try to live in a great, nice, cotton candy, FAKE! world. But who are you trying to kid? It is as they say "a dog eat dog world." One must be real with ones self. We must stop try to make things work out that we know will never work out. Why do we find it hard to accept that being with someone, having a friend, or working with people who are ignorant, who clearly spites you and puts you down constantly will never change...
Well let me tell you why.
or at least my opinion.
People are people and they are who they are because our society is a needy one.
And what want we want is is to have someone to constantly hold our hand through life.
We want the security of never being alone...
This happens after one has lost something dear to them.
And this is just a rant by the way so dont try to understand or make of sense of this because it is an abstract thought (that is i am think like 1,000 and once... so yeah. i will explain one day i hope).
Anyway back to what I was saying.
...This happens after one has lost something dear to them, a death, a first love, failing at something, working hard to loose everything you worked hard for.
Lets not dwell on what is bring you down everyday deep down inside, living everyday and only thinking of the negative that was in your life.
Too many positive things are slapping you in the face everyday, and if you are to scared to to take a chance on them like I was last semester, you will never start feeling happen again.
Take it from someone who has had a life full of up's and down's, being a negative asshole.. you make people look at you funny, not that I was a negative asshole (lol) I just like being mean sometimes, but thats a different Blog...
If it is something I have learned over the Summer and the Fall semester, it's that growing up is hard but it does not come without it's enlightenment. And even if it means that your dad is yelling at you because you brought him the wrong screwdriver at least you learned something right and at least you guys are getting closer. Now when I help out my dad we have a great time!
Point of this Blog:
in order to grow, one must go through hardship and accept that life is as hard as one makes it.
my lesson:
take every opportunity that is throw at you or path to the right will close and you will never know if you missed the chance that would have changed your whole life for the better!
thanks for reading guys!
P.S. new video coming up soon!
-Achilles
Since my introduction into what is the “Death penalty” I have no come to a realization, whenever there is an anti-death penalty event, the same people are showing up… where is the talk, where is the need to make this so much bigger. This is a big issue, bigger than any of us, yet they put this speaking event in a small room. We need to have our voices heard. It is not just about going to the capital with a group of people, it is about getting the masses involved as well. What good is a revolution if there are only going to be 100 of us involved? I feel that I have now made it my obligation to get more people involved in this activist work. We all need to see how unjust this type of punishment is, there are different means of punishment and capital punishment should no longer be allowed… the state makes us all into murders and it doesn’t seem to phase any tax payers. What I am about to say will be selfish but if you tax payers would make the state abolish the Death Penalty then I would have more money to go to school and would other kids just like me would be able to have college paid for and not pay out of pocket… 
It is time for people who believe in what I believe to make this into a bigger issue… If you believe in what I believe then you want people to hear how dehumanizing capital punishment is… last in for most for those of you think this is a crime deterrent issue, I have to but only disagree with you and state that this is a human rights issue..
While I have am new to this whole activist thing. It does not take one long to see how unconstitutional the state of Texas can be. As soon as you start looking in to things and begin to actually paying attention to what it is that your legislatures are doing then will you actually wake up. I know I did this spring break, there is something called ghost voting, now I just don't want you to take my word for it, everyone who reads this should see and really exactly what this is... this is the abstract explanation: when the house or senate is voting not every Legislature has to be there apparently (wait, what!? Yeah you read right, when they are voting on important things, the people you choose to represent you don't have to be there, this could be because they have other meetings they have to go to, which to me is complete trash) so when everyone is voting they run around the entire floor and vote for there "friends" how "couldn't" make it. Watching this first hand made me feel like I left my Country and was in some foreign places that was not fair at all. This was just one of the many experiences that I have had since spring break, I am currently writing a longer blog about my spring break experience which I will finally post soon...
They leave for the town of Divine and stop at the place that it was supposed to happen. It was called off though, so all the plans of everyone cooperating with the plans were called off. But he didn't care and both of those women knew what he was planning to do once he got to the store.
What is this four letter word people speak of? Does it even actually hold any meaning any more?
Please you people are still little kids you are not an adult, sorry but what you are about to read may offend you but it is probably true, some of you are going to be parents... very soon. Sadly I doubt you will actually be able to grow up fast enough and become totally selfless. I will do a lot of praying for you however. A lot of you are in very immature relationships and act like you are still in middle school.
My lesson:
The most important thing is to understand that that this should not be a time of sorrow, but a time to rejoice because they are not longer feeling pain, that are finally at peace and whatever their beliefs are or yours are, they are probably in a better place, away from all the pain that man is inflecting upon himself at this current time in the world...
