our struggles...

We as people (emotional beings) live in a world full of hate for each other. There are many of us who try to live in a great, nice, cotton candy, FAKE! world. But who are you trying to kid? It is as they say "a dog eat dog world." One must be real with ones self. We must stop try to make things work out that we know will never work out. Why do we find it hard to accept that being with someone, having a friend, or working with people who are ignorant,  who clearly spites you and puts you down constantly will never change...

Well let me tell you why.
or at least my opinion.
People are people and they are who they are because our society is a needy one.
And what want we want is is to have someone to constantly hold our hand through life.
We want the security of never being alone...

This happens after one has lost something dear to them.
And this is just a rant by the way so dont try to understand or make of sense of this because it is an abstract thought (that is i am think like 1,000 and once... so yeah. i will explain one day i hope).
Anyway back to what I was saying.
...This happens after one has lost something dear to them, a death, a first love, failing at something, working hard to loose everything you worked hard for.
Lets not dwell on what is bring you down everyday deep down inside, living everyday and only thinking of the negative that was in your life.
Too many positive things are slapping you in the face everyday, and if you are to scared to to take a chance on them like I was last semester, you will never start feeling happen again.
Take it from someone who has had a life full of up's and down's, being a negative asshole.. you make people look at you funny, not that I was a negative asshole (lol) I just like being mean sometimes, but thats a different Blog...
If it is something I have learned over the Summer and the Fall semester, it's that growing up is hard but it does not come without it's enlightenment. And even if it means that your dad is yelling at you because you brought him the wrong screwdriver at least you learned something right and at least you guys are getting closer. Now when I help out my dad we have a great time!

Point of this Blog:
in order to grow, one must go through hardship and accept that life is as hard as one makes it.

my lesson:
take every opportunity that is throw at you or path to the right will close and you will never know if you missed the chance that would have changed your whole life for the better!


thanks for reading guys!

P.S. new video coming up soon!

-Achilles